It relates to a comment posted in post 20 and the feelings it made me feel as I read it. I wanted to know why I felt such feelings; what was the hidden and underlying truth that made me feel them, this being all part of my uncovering the truth of my childhood repression - it being part of my ongoing feeling- and soul-healing. I will point out as I write about my healing experience the basic feeling-healing principles as outlined by Mary and Jesus.
Image courtesy of Willem Siers/ FreeDigitalPhotos.net This is not a post containing more of my conversations with Mary and Jesus. It’s an example of my feeling-healing, which I thought I’d put in here so as to give you reader an example of what ‘doing my healing’ involves for me, that which Mary and Jesus are constantly referring to. I have other healing examples in my free books on feeling-healing, which can be found on my Childhood Repression and Feeling Bad? Express your bad feelings websites, but this example I’m posting here as it’s in keeping with all I’ve been talking about with Mary and Jesus.
It relates to a comment posted in post 20 and the feelings it made me feel as I read it. I wanted to know why I felt such feelings; what was the hidden and underlying truth that made me feel them, this being all part of my uncovering the truth of my childhood repression - it being part of my ongoing feeling- and soul-healing. I will point out as I write about my healing experience the basic feeling-healing principles as outlined by Mary and Jesus. Image courtesy of olovedog/ FreeDigitalPhotos.net So Mary, all you’ve been saying that’s truly spiritual in our lives, involves how we express ourselves in our relationships. That’s right James. It’s all ONLY about your personality expression. And if you are doing this fully and truly, which means, perfectly, then you are living as fully, truly and perfectly spiritually as you can in life. You would be living as you’re meant to live, no longer denying yourself or stopping your full and true personality expression in any way. And then you would be free to enjoy life in all its glory, feeling truly and fully happy and loved. But if you deny but one aspect of your personality, you don’t express one feeling or thought you should be expressing, then you are not true and so imperfect (evil), and then in some way you’ll feel bad and unhappy. And those bad feelings will persist until you stop and pay attention to yourself, to the fact that you are not feeling right because you’re not fully expressing yourself. And when you do express this part of yourself you are denying and see the whole truth of why you’re denying it, then you’ll return to feeling fully happy and full of love. Your bad feelings are the natural indicators that something is not right within you, and so they are to be loved, honoured and respected for what they are; and that they are tying to help you love yourself fully, showing you by making you feel bad, that you are not fully self-loving, you are being unloving to yourself in this area that you are denying them. You can only be fully and truly self-loving when you are fully and truly expressing all of your personality. And of course, it’s in your relationships that you express your personality the fullest, so it’s wanting to have true and perfect relationships that will help you to see where you are denying parts of yourself. And if within your more personal and intimate relationships you agree to help each other to fully express yourselves, then within your everyday interactions such imperfections will be show up resulting from the ongoing feeling interaction between you. And this is how you are to live perfectly in your natural love, that being the love you naturally grow up and want to express when you feel good. And once you achieve living in perfect natural love, you’ll be ready to move higher spiritually by including God’s Divine Love in your soul, something that is different to and separate from your own natural love. This being what Jesus reveals to us in the Padgett Messages. Image courtesy of Michelle Meiklejohn/ FreeDigitalPhotos.net Mary: James I want you to understand, that to heal your negative state through your ongoing feeling acceptance and longing for the truth of such feelings, you have to understand that what you are doing is actually setting out to accept yourself as you are, that being, the false you, the untrue you. So it’s not about, as I said earlier, using your mind to find the causes of your bad feelings, and then use it to stop them; it’s simply for you to see and feel all how you are in your evilness - AND NOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. That’s been one of the hardest parts for me Mary. However it does actually make it easier. Yes, it does. All that is required of you is to see the truth, as it’s only about the truth, this being done as I’ve been saying, through your feelings. So what this means is that when you feel bad, you stop and acknowledge that you do feel bad, to accept and allow yourself to have those feelings, and you don’t push them away. Then you express them to your friend or partner - even your therapist, someone who is willing to listen to all you have to say. And as you’re expressing your feelings, speaking with the emotion of how you are feeling, you long to uncover and see the truth of what’s causing them. And that’s ALL you do. You don’t try and find the causes, you wait and allow the truth to come up within you and show them to you. You by all means discuss all you want to, all you think and feel with your partner, but all of this being done simply with the aim of seeing how you are, understanding how you are in your negative state. You don’t have to try and change yourself, it’s only and all about accepting yourself as you are. And naturally as you see how you are, as you see especially all the bad parts, your bad and unloving behaviour and the beliefs that control it, you will choose to no longer be this way, however that’s all you do. You don’t try and use positive affirmation for example to change yourself, to make yourself be loving or a better person. You just keep expressing how being this way makes you feel, as you see all the bad and unloving parts of yourself, all your dark side if you like; you just keep speaking about how seeing how these aspects of yourself make you feel. And of course if they make you feel like you don’t want to be that way anymore, you express those feelings - why don’t you want to be that way anymore, and how does being that way make you feel. You keep the focus on yourself, it’s all about you, you accepting ALL how you are. You are owning up to your evilness, saying I am like this, I am wrong, I am bad in these ways, and I hate being this way, and being this way makes me feel... And you keep going. You DON’T have to do anything else. The aim is not to solve the problem, not to correct your wrongness, not to even make amends if you don’t feel so inclined; and even if you do, to ensure you keep speaking about all you feel. You must always keep speaking and expressing and emoting your feelings and longing for the truth of them. So we just have to see how we are. I know that sounds obvious, but see the whole truth of how wrong we are? And not try and change or even stop being bad. Image courtesy of papaija2008/ FreeDigitalPhotos.net So Mary and Jesus, when do we find our soulmate, and how do we know they are our true ‘other half’? Jesus: You find your soulmate when your soul desires it is time for you to come back together, that being any time in flesh or in spirit. However in humanity’s case, the soul will only desire it when both individuals have chosen to live true, have progressed in truth to a degree whereby it requires the soulmate union to take place so as to further ones soul growth, to further ones healing of ones evilness and negative state. We (all truth loving souls) can grow without being with our soulmate in an intimate way to a certain level or degree of truth, or even untruth, however once that’s been reached, then further truth progress can only come about through the ongoing interaction of the soul-pair. There is no specific time when this might occur, it happening on an individual and soul-pair basis entirely in keeping with the plan of their soul, that plan put in place by God upon the creation of their soul. Two people, each being of the same soul, may come together in flesh in answer to their souls need to progress, or such a reunion might occur in spirit. Each of the pair may be on Earth together during the same or similar time periods or each might come at very different time periods. And you may be of the same race and culture, with similar beliefs and ways of expressing yourself, or you may be of a different race and greed. However the one thing all soul-pairs share in common is that when it is time for you to consciously together again, all you are and all you’ve been through will be perfect for all you need together so as to keep advancing the truth growth and evolution of your soul. It’s all about TRUTH. If you are not striving and desiring to live true to yourself, and so the truth of your soul, then you will not meet up with your soulmate. Whilst you are anti truth, which means, anti self, you can’t be with your soulmate because being with your soulmate is always and can only be an expression of truth and the love resulting from such truth. Many people along with the mind spirits believe they are growing in truth, however it’s all in their minds. Many people and mind spirits believe the religious and spiritual practices they are engaged in and dedicating themselves to are helping them progress in truth, are evolving their soul to higher levels of truth, but they are not, they are only further advancing their minds. True truth growth will only come about when you are intent on healing yourself through uncovering the truth of your self- and truth-denying state, when you start to give up living with your mind in control submitting fully to your feelings; when you submit to your feelings looking to them to help you uncover the truth of yourself, this being something that currently only happens to a very minor degree on Earth, and not at all in the mind spirit worlds. And whilst you persist in living untrue to yourself, then any and all relationships you have in this negative truth-denying state of mind and will, will only further enhance this condition. So although a great love may be felt and experienced by all involved, still it’s all only serving to lead you further astray, further from yourself and further into the untruth. |
Looking for the TRUTH?
If you are seriously looking for the truth - of yourself, life and God, then you'll have to do your Feeling-Healing or Soul-Healing to find it. And if you don't do your healing, then you'll only be leading yourself further astray. Mary and Jesus will explain... And, if you don't want to look into and uncover the WHOLE TRUTH of your Childhood Repression, then all you call growing in truth is a fantasy, falsity and delusion. It all being nothing more than mind entertainment. James. aboutWith so much being said about Mary Magdalene and Jesus, do you ever wonder what they might think about it all, and what they might say if we could ask them? Divine Love Spirituality
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They are a celebration of natural love as expressed by nature, all being such wonderful pictures. And nature, as well as our own true natures, we don't love and appreciate as fully as we should, all because of our feeling- and self-denial. Nature is true and perfect, as was Mary and Jesus; as will we be when we heal our negative state of mind and will. All by uncovering the truth of ourselves through our feelings. Beautiful frog
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My intention in life is to live the highest truth possible. I want to live true - to myself and to God. I, like many people, and no doubt yourself, have been on something of a spiritual quest seeking answers to the many questions I’ve always wondered about. And what I want to do with this blog is ask Mary Magdalene and Jesus these questions, asking them about how we, humanity, lives. In short: is all we do, right or wrong. And if wrong, why. And then, how does one live the right way, that being the way God desires us to live. And I want to ask them about many of the daily problems we face, trying not to get too bogged down in the technical side of the laws or truths of the universe we should live by. However some of this will be unavoidable as one needs a bigger picture with which to relate to the smaller more personal one. And I hope to bring into question as to whether or not much of what we consider religious and spiritual is actually any good for our soul. Mary and Jesus have helped me beyond measure over the years, and feel I am able to now invite them to speak publicly. And if it is okay with them, I intend for us to begin at the beginning going over much of what they’ve already told me, all so it might appeal to and help those people who are sincerely looking for answers and are open to consider new ways of looking at things and themselves. I thank them with all my heart and feel very privileged that they speak with me. The truth of
Divine Love Spirituality: Nature is beautiful, good and true; we’re not, we’re ugly, bad and untrue. And yet we should be like nature is - perfect. If you’re untrue it means you're true to someone else, not yourself. So you’re being false. We were all made to grow up being true to our parents and not true to ourselves. We all had to, and to a greater or lesser extent, do what our parents said, it was their will, not our will. Making yourself do things you think you should do is the problem. Doing them, and forcing yourself to do them, makes you feel bad. Doing them and believing they are making you feel good, is very sad. So to stop doing them is the way to feeling better and then good about yourself, however it’s easier said than done. And yet it’s all very simple really. We decide that we no longer want to be untrue. So we look to stop doing all we don’t want to do. And all along the way, the key to it, is to keep expressing every part we feel about it, all whilst longing for and wanting to uncover the truth of why we want to do such things, why we think we should do them - the truth of all we are. Our feelings are the ‘Way’: the way to the truth of ourselves, the way to reclaim our lost selves, the way to no longer be false and untrue. And the way to be as perfect as nature is, our own true and loving nature. And then we can also long for the Divine Love. |